I have posted several times about loneliness and still not feeling home here in Colorado. I have accepted this state as home, but I still couldn't find my "niche" - somewhere I could fit in and call mine. We have lived here for 4 years now, and for the first time since our move I have embraced our home completely and feel like I am "home". What did it take?
Not having to travel 25 miles up the interstate to the girl's school, which took at least 2 hours away from life here at home each day. With the commute, and the demands of the previous school we never were part of our community. When God closed the door for us to attend another year at the previous school, it hurt - but there was peace. Now we have neighborhood kids coming in and out of our home constantly (which has added to our grocery bill). The girls are meeting new friends in their own neighborhood that makes getting them to and from each other's home much more manageable. They are sharing Jesus with their new friends. Duane is able to be part of their lives, whether it is going to their activities at school or just simply driving them to and from school. I have met other children who just need a person to talk to and I have had the opportunity to listen. I have much more time to get things done at home (well, this year home schooling Courtney). I get to meet other moms in our neighborhood. And the best part of it all is we get to me more involved in our church, because the previous school isn't pulling our time away and our family is not being pulled apart anymore.
We are finally home, because God simply closed the door for us to go to the private school and opened the door for them to attend the public schools that is 2 and 5 miles from our home. Life is good all because God closed a door and opened another.
First week of school - Lindsay is at a brand new school. She will be the first graduating class from her new school. She is loving it, and all the music classes she is able to take.
We never thought we would send her on the bus for the 2 miles drive. But in order for her to find some friends we sent her on the bus. She catches it right across the street from us, and just as planned: making friends.
Katie loves school. She is very social, and just as we knew...she has made many friends. She is starting volleyball this year, to keep her busy. She is already finding out who likes who and coming along those who need a listening ear. She is finding that she is able to be Jesus, and the bonus: her volleyball coach goes to our church. Who would have thought?!?
Courtney is being home schooled for 7th grade. She is our home body, and we allowed her to make her decision. We are struggling in how to get the housework done while doing schooling, but other than finding how to juggle it all we are both enjoying learning.
God is good and all the time!!!
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It is nice when children loves school.
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